Haven't posted in a long time and I actually miss it. But things have been a bit strange the past days. I'm expecting quite a lot of from life in the next two weeks and I'm a scared because this time, if things don't turn out how I expect them, the blow will be too hard. But I remain optimistic, somehow.
I also realized that I'm afraid to be with someone else. Actually I'm much more afraid than I thought I was. But in some strange way it feels liberating. Like if I could see myself clearly for the first time since I ended my last relationship. And I guess this helps me be more honest with myself.
Anyways, night world. Today I fall asleep with a deep fire inside me. I'm happy.
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